June 2011
1 post
Alone in my room.. the hot air from the wind kisses me.. in my bed it teases me.. Not pleasurably .. But more towards insanity… It’s been so long since words have been spoken .. i am still.. i don’t speak.. i lay in the dark.. expecting something to creep around.. or lurk.. yet it’s nothing.. The wind is still.. My eyes glaze over… Confusion softly stirs about…...
March 2011
2 posts
Untitled: To those of you who have been asking... →
ninjasticks:
To those of you who have been asking about the other night, I’m alright and I appreciate your concern. I wasn’t exactly mugged, more like dangerously bluffed. Unfortunately this wasn’t the first time I have been through something like this and last time was MUCH worse. Our tour manager and I were…
August 2010
1 post
October 2009
1 post
Want to be more -- not for him - For Myself!
Okay.. This was from a while ago… Guess I have the guts to post it now… It’s just makin urself so vulnerable kinda sucks… But not Many ppl read it - soo it’s kinda my way out :)
Tears Fill My Eye…. It’s Been A While.. Since We Talked… Today you Invited Me Over.. But I’m At a Loss.. I Didn’t Go… I Didn’t Bother… I...
May 2009
4 posts
Myself - Where have I Gone?
Finding motivation through the depths of my soul -
looking harder - seeking further
all i see is something spiraling out of control
As i look around and see peoples faces
thinking of how much more i am and should be
-than stuck in these familiar places
Who am i ? Where am i? What am i?
Girl - Here - Lost
How am i here - if i am still lost
A mind confined…
Hold myself back - as i...
Twisted Truth
Unethical as it may seem..
I’m truely not living the dream
Of everything that i live for
Everything i stand for
Is not really me..
I feel like I’m being Eaten Up inside
So Lost - With no Pride
Feeling what i say is not how i feel
Feeling So Lost — So Unreal!!!
I live by what I say - But Is that jus what i say
Am i in denial? Have I gone Astray?
Maybe in the future - I can tell you what...
Music Is My SoulMate
Soooo.. This was my MS Intro.. But it is Really Really Beast!! Soo.. I Definately wanted to move it somewhere else - so I can make my about me shorter.. Lol. Or at least update it more often.. I really don’t wanna lose the Essence of my feelings.. — Soo.. It is Posted by “Copy & Paste” -No changes-except the removal of the < break> thingy ;p .. Jus how it was...
I'm Such a Thinker!
So.. This was Written Like 2-3 Days Ago.. Random Thoughts go through my head… I’m Such A thinker.. I wrote it as I thought it.. I’m Not much of a ppl person - to spill my guts out on paper.. To just anyone… But i guess it’s kinda What Tumblr is About.. I write what I feel - whether on paper - in my mind - or telling it to other ppl.. Either way - i thought it.. i said...
March 2009
1 post
The Cabness
I’m Super Excited To Travel 4 Hours to See The Cab in CT!!! I Can’t Get enough of AD.. Like I liked them and their Music.. Saw Them Live in Allentown.. Now I Absolutely Love Them!!! Their Sound is Great Live!!! Great Like if you just here him Sing Live You can Appreciate Everything About them.. Especially Some ADness!!! Love Them..