I’m Such a Thinker!
So.. This was Written Like 2-3 Days Ago.. Random Thoughts go through my head… I’m Such A thinker.. I wrote it as I thought it.. I’m Not much of a ppl person - to spill my guts out on paper.. To just anyone… But i guess it’s kinda What Tumblr is About.. I write what I feel - whether on paper - in my mind - or telling it to other ppl.. Either way - i thought it.. i said it.. wrote it.. Tired of rambling.. So I guess now I am Posting.. (Took me longer to decide whether I wanted to Post it or Not - Than Type It.. So typical of me) HopeFully They Will Continuously get better and more interesting :)
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I Feel Like My Life is Spiraling Out of Control
But I Maintain the Proper..
Everything is Okay - Everything is Fine
I Keep Telling Myself I Will Get By
I Shouldn’t be Where I Am
So Much Potential Lost
At What Cost
The Cost of Myself
I Hold Myself Back
Feeling Like This - Feel All That I Lack
Keep Telling Myself - It Will Get Better
Tryin To Think Away the Stormy Weather
I Know I’m Not Horrible - Not Too Bad
Seeing That
My Past Continuously Haunts Me
Even Though I Have Changed My Ways
I Tried To Salvage Myself - All the Damaged Parts
Can’t Mend it All.. I Just Want a Brand New Start
Realizing That Can Never Be
Trying So Hard To Prevent The Past
In the Process
Realizing That I Just Lost ME!!
